christmas eve

christmas ...
what a wonderful time of the year
where the joys of this festive season
seeps into everyone's unconsciousness
and everybody just feel abit more cheery
:)
i LOVE christmas
though i NEVER get any good presents
but its just the atmosphere
of fun and laughters, peace and joy
cliché, but true
HAHA
but thinking about the impending doom that is about to approach
which is school, more homework, tests, prelims
and 'A' levels ....
my mood just drops down to the negative
:(
sadness
though education is important
its stifling all the little kids (ok ... maybe just me)
and learning is not fun anymore
its more of a chore
tragic tragic tragic

its been a long time
and its the holidays now
however i've been sooo super busy with school stuffs
that its not even a holiday anymore
i guess that comes with the JC package
you can't really go all out to have fun
besides, the 'A's are just around the corner
sians
and school's about to reopen in about a weeks time ...
time to get all my homework done
and start studying
my life is tragic indeed
....
that is if i still have a life ??!!

Anthology

Have this sudden urge today to get an anthology
need to start reading more poems
just don't get lit man
if i don't buck up i'll totally fail my literature.
However i feel that lit is about whether you have or not
that special something that makes you especially intune to.....
hidden meanings, identity, basically, feelings.
and i soo do NOT have it
and so i'm totally gonna fail my lit
and i'm gonna do soo badly for 'A's
the only thing that can console me is that not that many people take lit
but come to think of it ....
those that do are like super good at lit
so i do not know how to rise up to this challenge
i cannot jump high enough to get through this barrier
sighz
so i'm gonna read at least one poem everyday lar
must at least make the effort right ?
so that even if i fail i know its not because i gave up
its because i'm not good enough.

laleloo

ok
ilearn day
was sucky day
national day
was fun day
today
was scary day
totally
i couldn't find the upload button in my aspire submission folder
called xiang qi
luckily she still haven't go bathe yet
HAHA
so she uploaded the file for me
phew
luckily

laleloo

You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

You Have Low Self Esteem 56% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues.It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!

How is Your Self Esteem?

You Are 18% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

You Are 60% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normalYou're like most people most of the timeBut you've got those quirks that make you endearingYou're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

You Are an Old Soul

You are an experienced soul who appreciates tradition.Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people. You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friendsA bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are 24% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

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ASS idol

WTH LAR
omg omg omg !!!!
JOAKIM DID NOT GET OUT !!!!
i conclude today that Singaporeans are tone dead
his singing sucks like shit lar
and his singing is totally flat AND monotonous
like what the f**king hell lar
Gayle went out
URRGGHHH
the one who sings well gets out
the one whose voice sucks gets in
ASS idol is not a singing competition
its a who looks-the-best(pref. guys) competition
stinks
totally pissed off

long time

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANG QI !!!! YAY
ok its been such a long long time
i dun even noe what to say
canoeing's fine
though i kinda dread going for training everytime
i just force myself to go
competition is this wednesday
lol
just hope i dun friggin capsize and maluate myself
lol
just wanna get through the race
dun expect to win
lol
got jersey and badge today
lol
kinda excited
feel a sense of joy and pride wearing it
i mean like .....
SHARLEN LIEW IS IN CANOEING ????
like who wouldav expected ME to make it
i mean i expected myself to quit tooo
but suprisingly i pulled through
sooo
i dunno
i still dread it tho

okay
lame
HAHA
yes i practically have no life now
totally pathetic
hate esp the PW
like totally
and like ... clueless about lit and econs
math is .... sad to say .... rather fun now becoz its all the easy subjects
so yes
you can see
my life is pathetic
blahs

Mummy

i say .... my mum
she's the best cook in town
she cooks great chicken curry
abacus, ngoh hiang, preserved veg with pork
sichuan veg, egg mayo sandwiches and
great soups.
HAHA
salivating at the thought of all the food
:P

canoe

WHAA WEEE
guess what ?
i'm joining canoeing
yes yes
i'm gonna be super big and dark
but hey
at least i get to slim down
and its something different lar
phew
first training today
was damn tired
slowest runner
weakest in the team basically in physical terms
lalala
but i believe that one day
through hard work and determination
i can pull through and be the best runner
i dunno haha
hope i do put it to action
instead of just blabbering big things again
:P

ok

yes
yes
yes
ITS THE HOLIDAYS AGAIN
but have lessons on mon tue wed and cca on sat
so its kinda packed
but who cares
orientation turned out better on last two days
boring but better
first day of lectures today
H2 math and H1 Physics
kinda confused
needta revise on sec school stuff
my brains been stagnant for too long
need to get moving
for my future
sigh

ok
school's started
orientation programme uber boring
coming home at arnd 4-5 pm everyday
F**K man
feeling so vulgar nowadays
dunno why
its just talks in the morning
then some lame activities in the afternoon
learning some stupid dance
uber lame
luckily evon's in the same OG as me
entertain each other during the boring bits
kinda like dreading to go to school tomorrow
stupid dance
stupid talks
STUPID GUYS
this just renewed my sense of disgust towards guys
i dunno
being in a girl's school is soo much more enjoyable
not that i'm lesbian or anything(gross :P)
but its just that there is more freedom in a girl's school
shit
i'm just gonna study real hard for 'A's then move on
its just another phase of life i have to go through
just another meaningless phase of life
just think about it
you study soo darn hard for around two centuries of your life
then you work soo hard for another four to five centuries
then you retire, sit around and eventually die off
admit it
it is meaningless

i'm just talking crap ...

whoo

finally got on to changing ma blog template
got a job
loads of confusion
kinda feelin crapped up in there
budden i dun really care
as there are still some really supportive peepos in there
dunno
just hope i dun go out with fattylah anymore
horror when she said she liked going out with me
i almost wanted to scream at her
AAHHHHHH
but i can't really do anything abt it
sooo
i hope sani realises it soon man
urrghhh
saw ws and deb at kfc while going home
joined them
even took a neoprint
hehe
its been a long time
carn wait for friday
i mean like
whats done is done
i carn change it
so just see what i've got and make do with it lar
and i'm gonna get my ear pierced
HAHA
carn wait
probably doing it this sunday
hehe
LAlalalalala